they say we've got it easy, but why should they have the right to do that? we are us, a pair, a couple, a team, were together now.   now... for now.. conditional love. it exists everywhere, especialy here. but this hasn't been easy for me. i dont want to speak for you, so i wont. for me, emotionally, this has been quite a ride. i think about you and me all the time. now i know you'll be gone soon and that it's your choice to leave. may i rephrase that sentence? your choosing to leave me. It Hurts. i know you aren't going somewhere far off, in fact, its hardly any distance at all. right now though, it's hard to feel like your going somewhere less than a world away. so..  i guess we better make today a better one than yesterday :)

Im often asked to where im headed   what i will do..   and then when i answer people seem shocked that i don't know.

What's wrong with not knowing?  It doesn't feel like i've been around long, so why do i already need my future to be decided?  Some nights i dream of roaming the earth.  Living a life where everyday i could explore somewhere new.  On some, i would travel a short distance in a great period of time, and others i would travel a great distance in a short period of time.  Memento mori, i realize my death is coming, so today, i will live.

my life is a beautiful display of a mystery waiting to be solved
who can say what i will do or who i will be
nothings certain or set in stone
i want to leave a legacy
people will remeber me